as if i don't care????

"loka2x", people keep on addressing me that way...

i always smile..

i always laugh..

as if i don't care about what is happening around me..
people think that i am careless..
as if i only care about myself,,,.


if they only know who i am,,
if they only know how i feel inside,,.
no words to explain what i am feeling right now..


if only people know how much i care about the people i love..
they judge me incorrectly...they always keep me down....

i smile, i laugh, and do things i wanted to do...
it just because it is for the people i love..
it is for the people who is motivated by me...

with this smile,.
with this laugh,..

i guess,. i can make a change....

a change,,that will surely make a difference...hehehe